autofiction • moving image
After Myself
Essay Film
2023 - 13’02” | Digital | Color | Sound | English with subtitles
Recorded with a VHS camcorder (Brazil, 1995-1999) / Post-production in United Kingdom/Spain (2023)
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* Work available under request
Excerpt from "After Myself" (2023)
Logline:
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A grieving filmmaker delves into his past to examine universal themes such as memory, nostalgia, and identity through the lens of his childhood home videos.
Statement:​
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As a filmmaker, I have always been fascinated by the themes of memory, nostalgia, and identity. In this project, I delve into these through a deeply personal lens. The catalyst for this exploration is my own experience of grief and loss, drawing from home videos from my childhood to take the viewer on a journey to the past through the intersection of personal and universal experiences.
At the heart of this film is an exploration of the ways in which memory shapes our identity, investigating how we construct ourselves through the stories we tell and the stories that are told of us; through the images that are created of us, and the images we create ourselves.
To achieve this, I offer a glimpse of the people and places that have shaped my life, processing the bittersweet nostalgia that comes with revisiting old memories, and my own sense of regret over not being with my loved ones when they passed away.
Ultimately, 'After Myself' is a tribute to the power of the feelings that connect us all, whether it is love or grief - and the ways in which these feelings shapes our lives, our relationships, and our sense of self.
screenplay
cast
director
producer
executive producer
production manager
assistant director
cinematography
Camera operator
1st assistant camera
2nd assistant camera
gaffer
spark
video projectionist
sound mixer & composer
sound designer
sound recordist
editing
colorist
VFX artist
VHS digitization
performance & aesthetic consultant
graphic designer
Pedro Mendes
Pedro Mendes
Pedro Mendes
Prachi Hota
Amanda Gatti
Izadora Schoninger
Siddharth Bala Kumar
Leo Villares
Bo Giesen
Max Cutting
Jonathan Williams
Andy PML
Fu Xiao
Laura Hernandez
Alberto Matesanz
Jiri Svoboda
Manasi Bedekar
Pedro Mendes
Pierluigi Campa
Semyon Voinov
Alberto Barros
Amanda Gatti
Tiago Gasperin